The gauzy thoughts of those dirty Scots; Wrestling with the elements up on the trail high; I need to know; Where does it go? how do I get there?

Another post, another excuse for poor posting practises. This week’s been very packed with weeknight gigs (except tonight) & visiting buds & random escapades….& work, of course. I’ve spent more & more time at the Smiling Buddah (linked last post) & it is definitely growing on me….Too soon to tell if it will replace the Brass Taps as fav local, but I wouldn’t rule it out.

Speaking of getting ruled out, I stopped watching RockStar SuperNova for a couple of weeks & my homegirl, Patrice Pike, gets voted off?? I can’t say that I didn’t see it coming, but I felt equal parts guilt & relief that I’d missed the clutch-cargo episodes for her survival - not contributing & not witnessing the probable painful cast-away vote-adge takes me off the hook, sort of. I know that she’ll land on her feet & still be the sassy career woman of Austin femme-rock for years to come, I just hope that the show didn’t do more harm than good - tough to do a cost-benefit analysis of ‘exposure’ vs. reality-tv-stigmadom/infamy.

Onward & upward on musical notes, I have been doubly blessed by buds looking out for my late-adopting, late-purchasing ass - kudos to Josh for scooping a late-show ticket for Monday’s Cat Power show. Seeing Chan with the grown-ups should be good - I’m nervous to see her immediately after an early-evening gig, but then again, I’m always nervous to see her live….that’s part of the mystique, I guess.

Cat Power was especially gracious the last time I saw her at an even earlier show, during the unforgiving & hot-as-hell Austin City Limits Festival in the 100 degree zero-shade expanse of Zilker Park. There was little-to-no banter, but she apologized at the end, which broke my heart because her performance and voice were nothing if not flawless. I have only cried at three concerts in my life - Rufus (of course), Elvis (balladry + beers) & Cat Power. So let’s see if the waterworks sprout out again….{& I almost cried at Shonen Knife, but for different reasons, it’s certainly not maudlin music - it was for nostalgia & disbelief & time & place…}

The second amazing hookup is for the Nouvelle Vague gig in a couple of weeks….thanks again & again to MC, a bud that I haven’t had a chance to see all summer. I’m very much looking forward to grooving to some reinterpreted hardcore songs & stamping attendees’ body parts in return.

This weekend’s highlight will be the convergence of many different posses (tho nothing can top the reunion of Dorothy & Tamalam on the weekend - priceless…we need to plan an Ottawa roadtrip ASAP…& what’s with the karmic balance of getting two buds back from the UK & finding out that one is pining/interviewing/scheming to work with the Brits? Sheesh.) at the OhBijou CD Release Party. Please do come. Despite the fact that it’s at the Drake, it’s downstairs, which doesn’t technically count as the Drake. Good times will be had, beverages downed, catching up caught, etc, etc. They’re playing with one of my favourite atmospheric trippy original bands from Ottawa, the Acorn, as well as the Phonemes, DJs Irish Heat and Great White Hype, with projections by Winston Hacking. Stop buying $4 lattes today & you will have enough $$$ to support the band & grab a CD, too - wastrels.

September’s shaping up to be an incredible month for shows, & it’s my favourite month for many reasons - new beginnings, Virgo b-days (shout out to Joel!) & bearable weather. Here are some post-CatPower highlights, let me know what interests you & I will NOT do what I did in August & sit idly by while the tickets get snatched up:

Sept 6th - An Albatross @ Sneaky Dee’s (only $6) (Amazing concert photog here)
Sept 9th - The Sadies Live CD Release Party @ The Horseshoe
Sept 11th - French Kicks (better play ‘wrong side’) @ Lee’s
Sept 12th - Magnolia Electric Co. (did I mention that Jason Molina gave me a pair of eagplugs?? Only about 1000 times, I know…)
Sept 14th - Nouvelle Vague @ Mod Club
Sept 19th - Mountain Goats @ Lee’s
Sept 22nd - Holy Fuck w/ Shout Out Out Out Out @ Mod Club
Sept 28th - The Islands (but is J’aime in the band??) @ The Opera House (all ages, tho)

Anyway, enough computer-ing.

peace
meegs

Oh my morning’s coming back; The whole worlds waking up; Oh the city bus is swimming past; I’m happy just because

The week peeled by at warp speed thanks to information overload & orientation in every imaginable form…& I’m finally getting around to catching up on e-mails & updating this beast. Two nights this week were spent with the ‘rents, who were in the big city for some Monty Python thea-tah. A huge chunk of time was spent watching & re-watching season two House episodes in training for next week’s premiere, I haven’t been this devoted to watching a network TV show while it’s on the air since…Undeclared? Dunno. Gayle’n'Sam’d remember my undergrad TV obsessions better than I…

Last night’s Pickups gig was a much-needed end-of-week mellow show - conveniently located Smilin’ Buddah Bar. I really had no excuse to punk out on this one - tho I was already in party mode after reuniting with an elementary school bud for after-work brews at Sneaky Dee’s. What a trip. It’s crazy how much you have in common with people that you grew up with - as far as perspective and sense of humour and tastes go…We both joked that there was no point in describing what we’d look like while planning the meeting - neither of us had changed since we shared a class in Grade 3 at all…(resisting temptation to scan photos - but that’d be pretty creepy, even by my low standards)


Greatly enjoyed Smiling Buddah Bar’s much improved interior & decent PA & hope that it keeps getting decent shows booked so I can stumble home in 2.5 minutes…Hopefully another Your Band Sucks gig - what a brilliant mix of Firey Furnaces/Flaming Lips/trippy bleeping & hilarious lyrics. Completely unexpected after new-grass Pickups, but a pleasant transition in genres & styles…Check’em out here.

Dunno if you can pick up their release at SoundScapes (AlienGirl Records’ blog last posted in April here), but I’ll check & immediately upload it on my getting-old-playlisted iPod. In other nostalgic weirdness, it played a Lemonheads song & a Juliana Hatfield track back to back. Deep. Wonder if they still talk. & Justine Frischmann
(Read this old Tower of Song post if you care about that time & women in BritPop) & Damon Albarn, too - they should all get back together & form a Magic Numbers’y supergroup. Or Fleetwood Mac: The Next Generation. I’ve been reading the 100th issue of a French pop mag (‘Magic Revue Pop Moderne’) & all the ‘best of’s & reviews & reprints of 1995 albums has unleashed the highschool-soundtrack memories. Makes me scared/intrigued to root out grade ten mix tapes during Thanksgiving weekend…isn’t that the same weekend as Pop Montreal, too? (or the weekend before? me confused.)

Weather’s looking pretty grey for this weekend’s indie fest, but I’ll probably bundle up & get my act together in time to catch the late afternoon/night gigs…Sunday brings Brit imports Tam’n'Zac to TO so we’ll hopefully break bread & imbibe before their second move to O-town.

Anywhoo, I spend enough time in front of a computer on weekdays so the novelty’s wearing off pretty quick on a Saturday afternoon……..

Peace
meegs

She asked me for a record i said you gotta be patient; It’s not just a band it’s a mode of transportation

The Last Schmaltz’s musical romp completely lived up to its The Band namesake. Between the kickass covers by amazingly gifted guests, to the twee-glee inducing guest performances - Saturday’s three hour+ concert proved that The Bicycles could kick out the jams without Scorsese’s help.
Bikes'n'Andy
Again, I swooned over Laura Barrett’s haunting opening set; her timorous voice never loses its charm - Robot Ponies are on the top of my Xmas list indefinitely (a few pics snapped here & there on the trusty Flickr site – still haven’t mastered concert photography so please be patient). Tho I was mesmerized by Gentleman Reg’s clapperiffic guest spot - I had to jet after logging three hours in the Tranzac among old & new buds…

Former housie Ozzy beckoned further down the Annex drag & I couldn’t resist getting theMarina perspective on OP happenings after lunching with my favourite coworker ladies earlier in the week. & Oz didn’t disappoint – bring on the drama-mamas & Desperate Housewifey boaters – since Robyn & I are too old & far-removed from this world, we need to live vicariously through your escapades, bud – so take down a cougar for the team already.

Speaking of former housemates, on my way home (from my first day of work – which went by at an insane pace & is as encouraging as nervous first days can go) I caught up with ex-ally in landlord hate-ons & Brutal Knights vixen – She updated me on their September 9th gig (at location TBA so keep checking the BK website for listings)…& I had to decline because the second of two The Sadies psychedelic pop country-tinged bliss rock CD Release concerts was already written in excited chicken scratched letters & assorted stars. I just bought those tix for Martin & I a couple of days back & would’ve opted for Friday had I known of the conflict – bittersweet bygones, once again I vow to catch BK next-next time. Argh.

Double Argh to the fact that I might’ve been able to volunteer my way to the Virgin Fest for gratis – on the same day/night as The Sadies gig. I know that once I’m experiencing the double-good Good brothers’ set that the Toronto Island clusterfritter & all-ages shove-fest will be far from my mind…but it’s bittersweet for now…

Peace
Meegs

There’s gonna be some slow singing, and flower bringing, if my burglar alarm starts ringing

Complete nerd spoiler alert - Queen Video has two copies (now one, suckas!) of House Season Two DVDs in stock 4 days (but who’s counting??) before it’s released for retail-sale.

So, according to my trusty GirlMath calculator: Spending over $150 on a haircut that, left in my incapable hands, may end up making me look like Corky on Murphy Brown is not the poorest investment of the day, because I’ve recouped expenses & ’saved’ $50ish bucks by renting the DVDs this afternoon.

Now time-management is another matter. I COULD be investing the last hours of unemployment studying my Japanese-language CDs & Books - which I tried yesterday & ended up passing out on the couch & dreaming of describing delicious cheese sandwiches (why would a course that teaches you JAPANESE use a cheese sandwich as their food-example? & why hire such a calm, soothing & sleep-inducing British lass to guide you through the lessons! Give me a gutteral & shouting Sumo wrestler to scare me into memorizing phrases!) - but instead, I’ll spend a good 6-disc chunk of my life on formulaic but addictive med-mystery-solvery.

Then there’s the Friday-factor. Am I sad about spending a Friday night pedicuring masself & watching repeat drama episodes in a mini-marathon - sadly, no. I’m wiped from the heat & errands & pre-work-nerves & socializing…

I’ve gone out the past two nights & that’s fine by me for a loserish loner Friday. Last night was spend dodging nonversations at a politico-event-thingie. Thank the gods of intelligence, goofiness & sarcasm the better part of the night was spent with Jon & Robyn…& Robyn had some verry, verry inneresting dish on a potential ex-sighting. We’re talking the Sasquatch of exes - old-schoo friends joke that I killed this guy. He pulled a complete Kaiser Sosei & disappeared after the breakup & there has been no confirmed sightings since. Wow. So if we are indeed sharing a city - my life is turning into a Woody Allen movie & I’ll use my new benefits to purloin a nebbish pair of thick-rimmed glasses, wander the streets in oversized sweaters & agonize over how others perceive my - admitted - brutal breakup record.

Bygones, let’s move further back in time - tho not so far as the aforementioned emotional schrapnel, Wednesday at Cameron House was a great surprise - I hadn’t been there since braving narsty heat in the back room for a random NXNE gig…but this time I got to see Martin play slide gee-tar with an amazing lineup of musicians - Emily Weedon & Between Two Lines. Wow. Everytime I go to the Cameron house I remind myself that I need to go more often; the atmosphere, art, staff & house bands are always waaay above-average & you can’t NOT have a good time at a place that has so much going for it…it was especially weird because Weedon’s special guests on this night included Jake from Jake & the Blue Midnights - what a time machine trip! That was one of my first Cameron House gigs, probably with Martin & now to see’em share a stage…circle of life & all that crap.

The Biggie reference is due to my new irrational worry that I’m not locking my door - I used to tease the Beau about this OCD-ish obsession & now it seems to have transferred to me by osmosis. It’s taking me an extra 5 mins or so to leave the house now that I’m solo - I stress that the back door isn’t locked (it always is) or that I’ve left the stove on (I rarely cook)…bizarre…

Anywhoo, I’ll be back out & in civilization tomorrow night for the Bicycles gig…Ruggedly handsome Dr. House becckons…

Peace
Meegs

I met a boy wearing vans, 501s, and a dope beastie t, nipple rings, and new tattoos that claimed that he was ogt, from ’92, the first ep

So, um, I start work on the 21st. Yeah. A lot has changed since the last post – most noticeable is livin’ la vida stag(ette?) for the next month & a half. The Beau took off (just in time for those ever-so-lenient airline regs) last night for his UK tour of duty. Tho he professes to have an all archive – no dawdling policy….I’m doubting that he can resist the London sights & sounds & shops (well, this won’t be hard for him) & tastes for long. All work & no play makes a dull academic. Terrifyingly enough, I am in charge of his banking while he’s gone – you know all that relationship-babble about trust & sharing…when you actually see someone sign over their signing privileges to you – wow, that’s a whole different level of coupledom…lounging in an aquamarine Adidas tracksuit was the furthest I’d gone in letting my guard down with a partner…This makes me realize that I have quite a way to go….

The summer theme of catching up & reunions & out-of-woodwork moments continues. I can’t believe that one of the (very) few cool, well-adjusted, smart & sassy ladies that graduated from my HS tracked me down on MySpace – I was beginning to give up on that nightmarish scene…too many unsolicited & creepy messages & sensory overload with crappy flash sites…But turns out that it was all worth it & it’s still working well at keeping me in touch with Peg in New Mexico, who I’m rooting for in the next couple of weeks – now that Duke City’s over she’s looking at other fests & fundraisers…don’t forget your Canuck connections, woman!

So I should probably write about the job sooner or later…but I’m not quite ready. People who really know me know what I’ve been agonizing over the decision & what I’ve been rooting for. I had the classic Simpsons dueling dialogues chanting “Lisa needs braces” vs. “Dental Plan” in my brain (not surprisingly, already claimed as a domain name here!) after working in mini-contracts for the past two years…I just couldn’t bring myself to sign on with another organization without any health/dental/travel/etc insurance or perks. I desperately wanted a real grown-up salary & real benefits to keep me afloat for the next stretch, indie cred be damned.

Also since the last post, I have been seeing a few good shows here & there (Some random recent pics & more Japan photos are on the Flickr Site…now!) Tho if someone tells you that a band is popular in Thailand – or any Asian country that is NOT Japan…beware) - the past couple of weekends’ve been a blur - lots of b-day parties & going away shindigs…But the rest of the month’s looking very bright on the gig list scene (& I was told that Cat Power’s coming thru the city in early September..wha wha?) – Who’s down for:

ANDRE ETHIER CD release. Silver Dollar. $10. Aug 17.

THE BICYCLES CD release w/ friends. Tranzac. $7. Aug 19.

THE DEADLY SNAKES Horseshoe. $18. Aug 25.

FRONTIER INDEX w/ Sweet Thing. Silver Dollar. $6. Aug 26.

THE CREEPING NOBODIES w/ Athletic Automation, The White Mice, more. Tranzac. $8. Aug 30. Early show: 7pm.

My ear’s aren’t hearing things the same way; My friends are getting bolder, And there’s an aching in my shoulder; I don’t know what to do

You know those nights where you have to fight to stay awake….where you’re on the verge of being swallowed into your couch & immersing yourself in blah summer reruns or overspun DVDs? I fought the slovenly siren call - even after a massive & delicious Portuguese meal with family & friends…

Important Aside: If you haven’t yet explored the patio of Bairrada Churrasqueira @ 1000 College - Go Right Now - You will regret not going all next fall & winter…Make hay while the sun shines people! Reserve a spot outside while the CNE Carnies are still touring around North America & the sun isn’t setting at 6pm…

…Anyway, we cabbed it down to the Rivoli for Mike Evin’s radio-style show with an incredible set by David Celia. Wow. Just days before the gig, a bud from ATX tipped me off to the Canuck singer due to his Neil Hannon/Divine Comedy connections/recommendations…I was not disappointed (tho with Mike Evin on the bill & cover being $7, there was no risk of being shortchanged…)..The Celia set (delayed due to the shindig getting off the ground far later than listed - boo-urns for a later than expected late night) beautiful harmonies, great upbeat bluegrass-style numbers & amazing musicianship from Celia on his electric guitar. Not to be missed is his upcoming gig @ the CBC’s Glenn Gould Theatre Studio on Tuesday, September 12th that’ll mark the ‘official’ CD release date.

I’ve been obsessing over the Pipettes’ “We are the Pipettes” & the D’Urberville’s EP to the point of exhaustion - any other suggestions (besides the usual Apples in Stereo, B&S, STOOL, Tapes’n'Tapes, Sleepy Jackson, Little Man Tate, Detroit Cobras, Islands, et al) for a power-pop hungry late-summer listening binge?

Looking forward to your suggestions - bring on the .zip files & recommended purchases…..

Peace
Meegs

You are a wrecking ball, Before the building fell; And I will mutter like a lover, Who speaks in tongues, oh he speaks in tongues

It’s been almost a week, I know. Here goes excuse #437 for absentee blog-hostery: Rogers Internet failed me & Roof-fixin’ Bubbas managed to exacerbate the already poor internet access in the apartment. I spent one unpleasant afternoon doing job-hunt-related e-mails in the internet ‘cafe’ downstairs & vowed never again.

So the long weekend was longer than expected - Not like Lennon’s lost weekend or anything, but it was spicier than any previous emptied-out-city 3-day’er. It was great to have Nikki’s Chris here from LA for the weekend - we caught some decent shows (Gentleman Reg’s video release party with surprisingly kickass comedy openers & this mega-charismatic & ambitious young band called the D’Urbervilles) - but I think that the stuff that I’m listening to/supporting is a bit too rough around the edges for some of the more polished acts Chris’d be interested in checking out (could’ve done Wolf Parade, but my Phoenix contacts were for naught…the gig sold out months in advance superquick)

…but I digress, I took him to the Toronto fauxhemian ‘hipster’ hangout, Drake hotel/underground/cafe & my fav bar/indie rock out/blues standard, the Silver Dollar Room. He & the beau got along like gangbusters swapping stories about MTL & old session musicians & franco-celeb singers….

Phase Two of the job-hunt is waddling along: 2nd interviews, new introductions and application deadline-watching - oh my! If all goes well, I will be gainfully employed somewhere, anywhere within the next couple of weeks - rounds of 50s’re are on me…for once…The worst part is the not knowing - the ‘hang in there’s & ‘it’ll all work out’s - I’m used to saying that crap to people when I find out they have to move to Ottawa, they’re not supposed to say it to me with patronizing & pitying looks. Sheesh.

After talking to Nikki & hearing about what’s going on in ATX, it makes me want to reinvestigate school plans & in a couple of years to help artists/labels/songwriters navigate legal b.s. But I am so not ready to go back to school for another couple of years - I need to improve my standard of living & set aside some cash & make contacts, etc, etc, etc. I feel like this year has been a good stalling year in that I didn’t commit to a real job, I made okay money & I met a ton of people that genuinely look out for me as mentors. But that can only take me so far. I don’t know how much longer I can leverage the ‘intern’ label & benefit from people’s goodwill, you know?

Enough about me! ugh. I depress & embarrass myself - I’ve been moaning & groaning about the job prospects - I over think it & worry that I won’t agree with what an employer stands for & how what I do for a living reflects my beliefs…& I go through all these different classifications & evaluations of what ’selling out’ really is - a regular Holden Caulfield summer vacation.

I’ve been getting a ton of great news from around the world - Roberto might be off to the Deutschland to be a techie…after he aces his PMP exams; Toshi has perfected his lip synching & dance-routining chops; Peg’s won over all of New Mexico with her organizational prowess at the Duke City Shootout Film Fest; Tam’s settling into the Great White Norf lifestyle & managing Eastenders withdrawal; Jax is counting down to another Bolivia ‘heal the world’ mission; the Beau shacks up with LSE students in a week; Karim hunted down Beantown lodgings; Martin played the Horseshoe (?!) while I was drinking Drake juice…..the list goes on & oan.

Enough swivelchair philosophizing…I should start researching more jobs so I have some faux-insightful interview sound bites…the job search has officially turned me into a robot.

Peace
meegs

p.s.: This Thursday (tomorrow, dur) at the Rivoli, Mike Evin’s performing in a show that flips the stage into the middle of the joint in a radio-show-style format…DAVID CELIA BAND (9 pm); CRESCENT & FROST (10 pm); MIKE EVIN (11 pm); ALANA KURTIS (midnight). $7 at the door.

You don’t have to be a genius, but it helps to (It helps to); All the also-rans are real nice guys

Blegh. This weather makes me batty (ier?), cranky (ier?) & sticky. I (stupidly) tried to walk home from a lunch at Avenue & St. Clair yesterday….sought solace in Yorkville air conditioning & finally surrendered & hopped on a streetcar at St. George & College - sweating it out all the way home, but at least abbreviating the trip somewhat.

I feel like I am wearing a 200 lb. fatsuit.

I feel like bathing in rubbing alcohol & cotton-balling off layers of sludgy skin.

I feel like eating mango smoothies 3 meals a day.

I feel like I am operating with 25% less brain cells.

I feel like I am living in Texas again - & diagnosing Austin City Limits Festival patrons, volunteers & buds with ’sun rage’.

It’s not just the weather, but I am driving myself crazy without a regular work routine. I have no idea how people work from home because I am going a very special kind of crazy, the Martha Stewart variety. I’m crafting elaborate recipes – three course meals & desserts & baking (in this heat?? I am nuts.) & cleaning & laundry & shopping…oh my.

I would be better off selling Avon or joining the JW’s on their daily solicitation schedule…Man, Little Portugal has had a religious summer revival – brings a whole new meaning to ‘Witness Protection Programme’ – so heads up if you’re visiting or sampling the best chicken in town (they even filmed an episode of the SunTV foodie show from the chicken joint downstairs – so cable access confirms our taste/preferences)..it’s tough to keep your wits about you in this weather when turning down Watchtower subscriptions

Peace
Meegs

p.s. Drake Saturday for Gent Reg’s video release party? D’Urbervilles at the Silver Dollar Room on Saturday? Please do come.